Big Brother

Dear Zac,

Sweetest boy, there is a never a day that you are not in our thoughts and in all of our hearts as your family. We think and talk about you all the time. Sometimes Jesus gives me beautiful pictures of how sweetly you must be growing. This mommy will always anticipate the day when I get to smother you in kisses again! Do you watch your big sisters bragging about how much they love you? It makes me smile. I'm sure it makes you smile too. 

So my boy, Daddy told me that I wasn't allowed to tell anyone until we first told all our family ... so this clever mommy thought I would tell you and the whole world at the same time ;0) You are going to be a big brother! When I carried you in my tummy I always told daddy that you would be a big brother one day. Falling in love with you opened our hearts to dream of having one more little treasure. Today we got to tell your big sisters. The tears threaten to pour when I think of the unspeakable joy in their faces at hearing this exciting news. One of the first things your biggest sister said was "Now Zacie gets to be a big brother too!". I watched a weight drop off their little shoulders and a seed of joy begin to bloom in a place they have grieved deeply for 8 months. In my heart I know that you are smiling with Jesus at this joyous news. A little "rainbow baby" - a child of promise has been added to our family. Please give Jesus a big "thank you" kiss from us and tell him to kiss that sweet little nose of yours! Joy is blooming in each of our hearts.
We love you our sweet treasure boy. Happy 8 month anniversary son. You are ALWAYS in our hearts and part of our every joy.

With all our love,

Mommy, Daddy and your big sisters
ps ... Here are two pictures that your sisters drew this morning with big grins on their faces :0)

Angelee's picture of my tummy ;0)

Tianna's picture :0)